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I Can't Give Up

Monday, March 19, 2012

I'm not gone, but I am very, very disappointed in myself. I kind of fell into a funk for a bit there. I still tried to get myself to at least do my log in spin every day, but I had no motivation to do anything more. I have gained weight... officially passing 260 and reaching my highest weight ever. I feel sick. I have got to get my head out of the clouds and face the reflection in the mirror. I almost fell into my old pattern of deleting my account when I became embarrassed at my lack of progress, but I resisted. I have too many good friends here and I can't give up!

I need a laugh... how about you?

Member Comments About This Blog Post:
BRIAN36 3/20/2012 8:14AM

    Wanting to quit and silently disappear from Spark, but then turning around and publicly admitting it in a blog shows the strength that you have. Build on that strength your showing. It's in you. Give it one more try.

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KIMMYWIZZIE1 3/20/2012 1:47AM

    Don't give up Sweetie. One day at a time. Baby steps. You can do it. emoticon

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BOBBYD31 3/19/2012 11:30PM

    don't ever give up on yourself, you are worth this journey! it may not be easy, it may not be fun but in the end it will be so worth it!

remember it is about baby step, continue the journey and accept your set backs because you will have them

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KMACHE 3/19/2012 10:55PM

    Don't give up! It's about the journey. Sometimes we fall down, but each day is another opportunity to get up and start fresh. I would love to be your spark friend! We can keep each other motivated. Feel free to add me, and if you are ok with it, I will do the same. emoticon

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LNZMANSFIELD 3/19/2012 4:03PM

    I agree! Those darn calories! I am so glad you didn't give up and you stayed with SP. I have been there myself! I've fallen off the bandwagon many times. I started this journey weighing at 267 after the birth of our third son....definitely my highest weight, and I'm proud to say, through ups and downs, I'm down to 227.4! YAY! You can do it! We are all here for you...never give up!

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