Monday, March 19, 2012
I'm not gone, but I am very, very disappointed in myself. I kind of fell into a funk for a bit there. I still tried to get myself to at least do my log in spin every day, but I had no motivation to do anything more. I have gained weight... officially passing 260 and reaching my highest weight ever. I feel sick. I have got to get my head out of the clouds and face the reflection in the mirror. I almost fell into my old pattern of deleting my account when I became embarrassed at my lack of progress, but I resisted. I have too many good friends here and I can't give up!
I need a laugh... how about you?