Monday, March 19, 2012
My back has been hurting immensly lately. It was freaking me out some. I haven't had pain like that in years. I really need to lose weight. It has gotten to the point that needs action. I was looking for a good plan this morning and I found one that I had started a long time ago. Part of the problem is choosing foods but this plan has a list. I am amazed that I am struggling so much. I never had trouble like this growing up. I don't know what is bothering me. Maybe this whole 2012 Mayan Prophecy thing is getting to me. Sounds crazy I know, I have so much swirling around in my head. I think that I miss my mom and dad. It was nice when I had someone to turn to like them. I am not close to my brothers and sister and many days I just have my hubby to talk to. It would be nice to have coffee with a girlfriend sometime. Not that I don't have anything to do, I am raising children. Pets. Housework. I need to make time for myself and my health because I am a major player in this game of life. I need to get my head in the game. My hubby cannot raise this family alone. I have to be here to help. I have to get healthy so that I make sure that these kids get a good start in life.