Sunday, March 18, 2012
One year today marks the day since my husband of 38 yrs passed away. This year has had its ups and downs and really has been an emotional struggle not only for me but the kids and my entire family. I have not been able to concentrate on SP or my commitment to lose weight, exercise or eat as healthy as I should. I guess this is normal and while I do not think things will suddenly get easier because I have passed the one year mark, I do hope I can get back on track little by little if for no other reason but because I need to be here for my kids. I know I need to do this for ME, but somehow that does not seem like enough motivation right now. I promise myself tonight I will do better and each day that I do better will lead to one more day that I do better. I miss him terribly, but I know that will never change, but I must.