Saturday, March 17, 2012
My husband and I have been the TTC journey for 9 months now. We've had no success. I went to the doctor on Thursday. She put me on two more medications in addition to the one I am taking along with my prenatal vitamins. Our prayer is that this works. If we don't see any progress in about 3 months than she wants to refer us to a fertility specialist. I really don't want to have to go that route...It has been a tough weekend for a variety of reasons...
However, when I woke up this morning the air was cool, the sun was shining and there was a quietness that reminded me of God's goodness and grace. The was a sense of peace, that while I need to embrace, I still struggle to accept. I know God is in control and I just need to wait it out.
I'm down .2 lbs this week. I thought it would be more but at this point I'll take whatever I can get. My goal was to lose 10lbs between January and the end of March. I have less than 3 lbs left to go. I've got to get my head back in the game. I want to do this.
I have a 5k this Friday that I am far from ready for. It is going to be killer. I have another one in May that I plan to be much more prepared for. Oh the things I get myself into :)