Saturday, March 17, 2012
Well my fellow sparkers have talked me out of it. Dammit and thank you at the same time. I knew it was stupid. I had to try. Claims of not feeling hungry? When was that supposed to kick in Dr. Simeone or Simoene? First day was a bust!! Not continuing unless I have a death dealing reason, like my heart is going to stop if I don't drop 50 lbs. I could drop dead just from trying this diet. First time I ever did a stupid fad diet. Well...my poor sis. is on her own and believing that it works for her. Which it seemed to, but I would like to see how she feels about it in a few months, and see if she can keep the weight off. I'm dissapointed, but relieved.
My hubby wants me to loose weight and seems a little dissapointed over my giving it up, but he doesn't want me to hurt myself either. But why would a guy say 'I want the wife I used to have.'? I know he meant that he wanted to see me feel better, but I really was upset by the statement, and asked him for further clarification. What do you mean hun? The woman I was before I had kids? The woman I was before we went through hard times, and before I had depression? I had to remind him that I had Depression. Thin doesn't equal happy. I also had to remind him that ...I forgot what I was going to write. My brain is not Hcg diet compatible!! Trying hard not to feel offended by him. I had a hard day. Cried...yes I did. Feel like a failure, even though I am not. I am not a quitter!!!