Tuesday, March 13, 2012
I keep second guessing myself that I'm doing something wrong, or not doing this right. I see people getting upset because they haven't lost any weight in two weeks. My coworker punishes herself if she doesn't lose two pounds a week. I'm pretty excited if I lose a pound a month.
I dunno, I'm really happy being able to go out and buy Starbucks if I want, or order Chinese food if Im feeling like having Chinese food. I just don't understand it when people say things like I'm not trying hard enough, or point out that I should really watch my carbs, and say things like "oh maybe that's why you don't lose weight!" like they've made some discovery for me. I'm not unhappy about my progress but it's like everyone around me wants me to be unhappy? They've all lost more weight than me, so it's not like they're jealous. I feel like I'm doing something wrong.