Monday, March 12, 2012
So the past few weeks, I've been slacking hard. Been eating whatever I feel like it and not giving it much thought. Im not sure why Ive been doing this, because after the fact I always kick myself for it. I havent really gained a ton of weight doing it, about 4 pounds but thats 4 pounds more then I want to be. I need to remotivate myself
Next week I'll be starting a different program at my kickboxing studio called Fat to Fit mission. It is workouts and meal plans combined. Everyone who has done it thus far has seen great results. Im hoping it can help me get that boost I need to get my head back in the game. My lack of results the past year, even with all my efforts, has really taken its toll and made me think no matter what I do I cant get anywhere. I think if I can see that number on the scale drop a bit then Ill get my stride back. At the same time, I have this fear in the back of my head that I'll be the one person who doesnt get results from this program. How embarassing it would be to tell the whole group that I havent lost any weight even thou they all have. Trying not to think that way but I have really hit a wall and its very frustrating.
When the program starts, I'll be kickboxing 5 days a week at 6am. Its going to be a challenge to get into the groove. I've been doing 3 days a week and its not bad. I did one week 5 days and actually didnt find it bad at all. But with the workouts and the meal plans, it might be mentally exhausting. But Im looking forward to it and really hoping its going to help me.
Wish me luck