Saturday, March 10, 2012
Hey everyone, I'm back.
I stopped logging in for a long time, mostly due to the chaos that is my life. There really isnt anything that chaotic about it, but I do currently lack organization in a bad way.
So, I have gained a little. I'm back to 250, thats not a ton, but I have been eating terribly, and I dont mean just going over calories or making a few bad choices, i mean going full on fastfood/binge eating/not tracking/ or paying attention to what I'm putting in my mouth.
Today has been the first day (successfully) eating within calorie range again, and I havent been to the gym in nearly a month.
I've been feeling very blah...
So the 24th of february was my birthday, I am not officially 26, and on the downward slope the 30. I took that mon-sun week off in order to have a week with friends and my boyfriend to be able to celebrate with everyone.
However on monday morning I was getting ready for my day, was going to go to the gym that day, and do whatever else, i think something mundane like buy curtains...
Instead I spent the whole day in the hospital!
So i took a shower and was getting out, i started to feel very fatigued, like more tired than ive ever felt in my entire life, so i felt i needed to sit down. So i sit on the edge of the tub, however long later i wake up IN the tub. I was very confused, and thought to my self "huh, i dont remember taking a bath" oh well right, no harm no foul, i wasnt hurt, so i went to go on with my day. so i stumbled into my bedroom where i attempted to go to the closet and get dressed, instead that last thing i remember was walking in, and the first thing that woke me up was my face smashing into my bedside table, nearly breaking my nose.
yeah...ER time, spent all day hooked up to stuff and they ended up telling me i was dehydrated, and i had a concusion.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY VACATION!
so anyway, long story short, every since then, i havent been to the gym, been eating like crap, and being generally morose.
but here I am I am back, i ate within range today, going to start going back to the gym next week ( work and such keeps me from it this weekend) and hopefully keep changing my body.