Saturday, March 10, 2012
I have been a bad, bad girl. A good chunk of it was hormones, true, but that doesn't excuse that I binged on Easter candy. Like...super binged. Like...ate my weight in it. Okay, not really. But it felt that way! Pretty sure I've gained two pounds in it.
And then I found out that Easter is in April again this year. I thought it was this month, and my time for buying said candy was short. But I have an extra two weeks. Argh! Actually, it won't turn out that badly. Because ever since (and again, maybe it's the hormones), I haven't wanted Easter candy. I binged and binged and binged, and now I don't think it want any more, period. I'm set.
But now I'm filled with anger at myself for not having more willpower to refuse. I know to some extent, my screwy thyroid makes it even harder, and I shouldn't beat myself up over it. I'm absolutely committed to eating better now, and I am going to cut out all excess fats again, and actually work on keeping my calorie intake healthy. No more chocolate. No more ice cream. I've succeeded in chucking my need for baked goods, so here's the next step!