In need of encouraging words :(
Friday, March 09, 2012
They say when life gets you down reach out and people will reach back. I am not so sure anymore. My weight loss life is going great. Family is healthy, but every thing else is falling apart.
My husbands job changed 2 years ago and we were forced to leave our house, can we go bankrupt while already bankrupt? I feel as though we are. It is not getting any easier, the harder we work the more steps backwards we take. It just does not seem fair. I have applied for all kinds of jobs and had no luck. My van is a 1999 and has over 300,000km on it, it has no electrical units working in it-so no gas gage, speedometer etc... yesterday the water pump when on it. My husband and I went to pick it up and on the way home I get a flat tire on the other car. So flat that as soon as I put air in-it runs out! :(
Next week is March break. It should be called March broke. I have one 9 year old son and am looking for ways to keep him entertained without going to far from home. I know we can bake and make home made pizza. But I am not sure what else we can do. We can not afford tv either. I guess I am tired of life feeding me lemons-its time for a break. I am hoping for a winning lottery ticket. More like praying for one. Oh yeah, did I mention the hot water heater gets blown out every time in windy? Its windy now and has been for the last 3 days. I am in need of a hot bath. Sometimes bubbles cure every thing.
Feeling very over whelmed.