Finding a Rhythm
Friday, March 09, 2012
Ever since Scott got his new job and is home every night of the week things have been so hard. I would think it would be easier because then we can eat balanced dinners together but its been harder. I am back in a bad rhythm of eating more then usual. If I could just stop over thinking it then it would be fine. There is no reason for me to be overeating right now. My period is not going on, ovulation is not happening. I have no excuses besides my own self control. Ate a 6 serving bag of jelly beans last night =(
I have been feeling so burned out lately. Waking up tired. Yesterday I went to work for 3 hrs and came home sick. I donno if I was actually sick or just needed a break. My boss hired two new girls at the start the yr and he gives them all the data entry and I get all the running around, moving stuff jobs. Which I like, but sometimes data entry is nice too so your body gets a rest.
I finally deleted my dad on facebook lol I added him awhile back not knowing that he doesnt know how to log on to facebook but just gets all my status's as emails. Last night he was making fun of something I said in a status. That's that privileges revoked, it's been long enough. Having your immediate family as your friends on facebook is just a terrible idea PERIOD! Theres this chinese buffet in town that my family loves. They come into town and go there and tell me if I wanna come I can or I don't have to see them lol Anyway they closed down for good yesterday.They took out a huge loan last yr and have not paid on it. I guess my parents visiting to eat there is over.
Ok mission of the day. Sit Scott down and tell him that I need his help to get back on the wagon. No more bringing food to bed at night, when he does it then I feel like I wanna get something too. Try to get him to work with me to get my butt back in gear. He used to eat a lot of garbage at his last job. Now he doesn't have that to rely on and eating more garbage here.
On another note I have been making lots of hummus! I made regular hummus last week. Last night I made a white beat hummus. Turned out pretty good. I need to get spices from work and delve into this deeper. Making hummus is so easy and so much better then any store bought stuff u can buy. I donno what they put in it to get the consistency they are all seem to have but's not good once u have the real stuff. Plus so much cheaper. 1 can of garbanzo beans is like 1.15 and a bottle of tahini is like 6-8 dollars and can make probably 8 batches of hummus. Lemon juice, olive oil, garlic cloves and spices. YUM!