Thursday, March 08, 2012
I've been missing in action. It's kind of complicated.
I had another biopsy, this time they surgically removed a lymph node. It all ended well. Nothing really changed and it just proved what they thought all along ... I have cancer ... Again. The last biopsy helped them sub-type it. I'm ok with the diagnosis now. My life is good. With this type of cancer I have options. Somehow I feel more in control and I feel like God really has my back ... So to speak!
I started my new job. I have so much to learn. It's been 3 years since I worked full time. I'm exhausted by the time I get home.
Life is hectic. I need to watch how stressed I get. I'm trying to use the tools that I've learned over the last few years to deal with it ... Breathing, yoga, walking, etc
And then there's the house. I finally decided to hire a cleaning lady to come weekly.. I only have so much energy and I want the weekends to be mine.
I'm having trouble planning meals. We have fallen into the habit of eating at restaurants again, almost nightly. I need to work on this.
I have turned off Spark notifications because it was stressing me out. I haven't been able to keep up with all my email, etc.
The issue is this ... by 6 or 7 pm I'm ready for bed.
Today was two weeks at my new job ... Hopefully it will get easier real soon as I grow used to the new structure.
Anyway ... It's 7:30 ... Night all.