Thursday, March 08, 2012
It's hard to believe that I have been back to this site for almost a week now. I quite honestly forgot about it and seemed to always be on Facebook. In the midst of Lent, I decided to delete my account, and have since focused any free computer time on here. A lot has happened since I have been back here. For one I am no longer in the childcare field and looking for a job that I don't have to take home and investing my money and free time with. I realized that the job really was taking so much out of me both emotionally and physically. Partner that with a failed adoption (the birth mother was living with us for about three months, then the week that we bought and moved into our new home she disappeared), I realized that I needed to do something different. This kind of brought me back here. Last year my husband and I went to the doctor's to find out why we couldn't get pregnant and NOTHING was found, so theoretically, we can still get pregnant ourselves. I realized that I needed to be accountable for myself and realized that I really was just making excuses by not exercising, eating healthy, taking my prenatal vitamins, etc. So with everything that has happened, I feel recharged to make a change with myself. I literally have been taking prenatal vitamins every. single. day. as well as I have started to drink 8 glasses of water and trying to exercise everyday! I'm hoping that these changes will make a difference and will eventually bless us with the ability to start our family. Time will tell!