Wednesday, March 07, 2012
Life seems to have become a roller coaster. Up one moment and feeling good about myself (I am using the Dr. Dyer "Wishes Fulfilled" method of dealing) and then some little thing sets me off plummeting to the depths of despair. Yikes!
I have responded to 8 real jobs. Zip, nada, haven't heard a word...the silence is deafening. Is not knowing worse than getting a rejection? Maybe not, while there is hope there is a reason to get out of bed in the morning.
I have a wish list and the #1 is San Diego Zoo...but alas there are no openings at the moment. But I have my mentor/friend who is spending the weekend with the DD who thinks she (my friend) walks on water. I am thinking, maybe I should stalk the staff, or hire a hitperson, or crash my car into the front gates. If I really thought any of those things were viable, I'd be doing it (well maybe not the hire a hitperson...where would I get the money to pay them off?).
Seriously, I need all my SparkFriends to send me some seriously positive karma, cause karma counts. I heard that from a Air Force colonel last week who was giving a presentation on ethics and leadership. His other thing was be positive, but he also said it was his blood type so I am not sure what he was really getting at. I forget the 3rd thing...maybe cause it doesn't apply so I am thinking I could fill in something like "count your blessings" or "be kind to animals" or "buy low, sell high". I'd better think about it.