Sunday, March 04, 2012
Well I had a plan to survive another of Halleigh's birthdays. I know she is gone and not coming back. I know she is safe and whole in heaven. But I know my human heart breaks daily at the loss of my Bug. The plan went out the window when the pain was too much. I did not care about the treadmill, food, etc. It was all I could do to simply function let alone try to be healthy. Another birthday gone. She would have been 17 on Saturday.
Today is another day. I have to pull myself together. Back in the saddle and on the treadmill. Just knocked out 30 minutes. Two weeks until the next half marathon. A life time of trying to take a step forward each day.