Friday, March 02, 2012
I don't even know what to type. I just heard that when you are going thru something, if you write about it you feel better. SIGH. That's all I keep doing is just blowing out lots of air!! Is it working, is the blogging working?? No but I will continue to do it anyway. I'm so upset that I can't even show any emotions!! How do you have what I call a breakthru & a disaster all at the same time?? I mean is that even possible...well before I tried to be productive & start my day????
SMH I am truly disgusted. I know its not the end of the world & God has a plan & it even happened for a reason. But man come on.......I just SIGHED AGAIN. I reckon that is how i will spend my evening if something doesn't give. I'm hoping getting on my wii fit board will help or Just Dance. Thing about it, Ive got to clear my head enough to JUST DO IT!!! I don't think I have been this disgusted in a longgggg time.
You know what?!? Enough of the pity party!! Im gonna give it over to God, pray that it is minor, rebuke satan, & keep it moving!! But not before I cry just a little lol!!! I don't even know what to cry about...geesh. How does that happen???
Anywhoo, that was like enough to make my eyes burn but not enough to even run down my face!! Now I'm crazy because I'm laughing!!!! Mayhaps I should hop on the old sewing machine. Pull out a new pattern to cut out or even come up with my own!!! Yeah that's it. SATAN will not get me TODAY!!! Too much to be thankful for already!! Still I feel as if I am going thru some type of mental phase. Bipolar maybe?? Who knows...Good Grief Charlie Brown now I'm angry again!! I tell ya, life's an absolute trip!!!