Monday, February 27, 2012
So, I skipped work today because I just felt that I couldn't face the gossip and pettiness of it all. I figured it could be a "mental health day." I think it may be more than that though.
I couldn't sleep last night. I have all of these depressing and negative feelings and I don't understand why. I'm succeeding in health and fitness, my relationships are all doing well (As I see it), and I do love my job for the most part. Why must I dwell on the sadness of the past or the future?
Right at the moment, I'm sitting outside the gym trying to calm down before going inside. I just feel like hiding and crying. I thought blogging might help. I still feel like running away. This is not the first time I have had these feelings, but I always thought they were connected with current events in my life. I have no reason to feel like this now.
Oh, I'm so confused.