Friday, February 24, 2012
Where is yesterdays motivation? Date night was reality check night. My husband and I went to dinner early and realized the restaurant was not open yet. So, to kill time we went to the local park where to our surprise his daughter was at. We stopped and saw my almost 13 year old step daughter her brother and sister and my hubands ex-wife. We are all friendly to each other so there is never any animosity or anything like that. Unfortunately she had brought the kids to the park to take pictures with a new camera she had gotten. Yep. This is when reality check set in. My step daughter, Haleigh, wanted a picture with daddy and step mommy. I had no choice but to allow my husbands ex-wife snap a shot of us. Thank god I was dressed for date night and not looking like my usual funky self. Ugh pictures, yuck.
To make matter worse, we went back to the restaurant we were planning on eating at and they weren't open still. Come to find out they had a big catering job to do and would not be opening at all. Where I live is very small we have one place that is open for lunches only, one restaurant to sit down and eat at, one fast food place (Jack's), and a subway. With those options I decided to drive to the next town over and go to their only restaurant (a pizza place). I had a couple pieces of cheese bread and a slice of my personal pizza and then got nauseated. I love pizza, I don't know why it made me so sick. Weird,
Then it got worse. We got home and I laid down to try to get my bearings. I felt like I had sea legs. When my husband pointed out that his ex had posted the picture of us and tagged us in it on facebook. F---ing facebook. I wish that site would disappear. It's like a train wreck, I hate that it happened, but I keep going back to it. Here it is...
I feel so sorryfor Haleigh. Im so disgusting. So, I went to bed sad and depresssed. I got up at 6:30am and walked two miles. That will most likely be the extent of my work out today.
I have so much to do today. We are going to my brother in laws for the weekend. I have to pack everything up, load everything, pck up Haleigh and Michael (Haleighs brother whom my husband is like his father), and head out to a country weekend. Lol, yes I'm going even more country than I already live. Sticking to calorie intake and working out shall be interesting this weekend. We will see. I won't be on here this weekend because my brother in law is stuck in 1995 and does not have internet.
Hope everyone has a great weekend!