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Bittersweet; Hold the Sweet

Monday, February 20, 2012

My little sister has worked with me for the last 18 months. It's really been great getting to see her every day and watching her blossom professionally. But she was offered a job elsewhere and it is definitely what is best for her, so I fully support her moving on. It's time for her. Meanwhile, I'm left at this job, working for people I no longer even like, feeling like I have no support in the world. I feel like people think I'm being petty or childish or think I should just "get over it already" but, honestly, I'm not ready to let it go. I'm still raw. It's better than it was but nowhere near good...it's just barely tolerable. I don't talk to my husband because I hate that my pain makes him feel helpless - I even hate that he doesn't hurt the way I hurt, that he seems like he's not angry at all. I can't explain what it feels like well enough. I don't know what I need but I know I don't like where I'm at right now...
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    Sorry to hear about all that you are going through. I can relate and am always here if you need someone to vent to. I hope tomorrow is a better day!

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