Monday, February 20, 2012
I've liked him for a few years. I finally got a chance to tell him--well, and it took a while to work up the courage. I've always thought he liked me.
After months of observing how we interact (he lives in another town, we don't see each other often) and spending the last few days together I have concluded that he does like me. But not as much as I like him. And not as much as he likes someone else.
Time will tell, I guess. There may or may not be hope for any change in the future.
So here I am, once again, trusting God. Placing my life, my future, my hopes, and my dreams in His hands. I surrender once again my singleness. I surrender my life plan and just beg that he will lead me one step at a time.
God is molding me and it hurts. I just keep praying that He will break me, but that he will not leave me broken.