But I am back. My BF was sick this past week and I just feel so glum. Its really hard to keep going. I hardly walked this week, and I pigged out on valentine candies. I felt horrible. I feel like crying, but you ever get to the point when you can't even cry?
So how to keep moving when you are down? We went for a walk today. My BF was totally gripping about awful he fellt, but he went for a walk and I listened to him gripping. I know he's in pain. For dinner we had whole wheat spaghetti noodles and ground lean turkey instead of meatballs. I had half of what I normally would normally eat and I think the package said it was over 90% lean turkey. It was okay. Afterwards, i was craving sweets. I hardly ever drink soda but I was craving an orange Crush or grape. I had a chai instead. Its sweet, but not that sweet and at least not carbonated. Now I am in bed at 1030pm and thinking of going to sleep. I hope I can sleep well tonight.