Sunday, February 19, 2012
Last week with the cast so this will be in point form.
Everything looks great. Placenta looks really good and the blood flow to it is better than Emma. Growth is on track. dr. said that I won't likely get preeclampsia or growth restriction "with a placenta like that!". She said she feels really positive about this. I'm still nervous of course but am feelling better now that I know the plaenta is good.
Time seems to be speeding up a bit. On thursday I'll be halfway and as of tomorrow only 125 days to go.
Feeling ok. A little more hopeful as a get good news each week though still worried about the delivery. Morning sickness is getting better and just really tired now. Only 25 more teaching days to go :) I think I can I think I can. Blood pressure is still good though sugar is going up, but I have an apointmnet to adjust my dose on Wednesday. Thursday before my ob visit I have an x-ray to see if my wrist has healed enough to get my cast off :) Fingers crossed!
I"m really beginning to hate weddings .At least other peoples. LOL Ugghh. My BFF asked me to be her Matron of honor about a year ago. I was so happy because it had been such a rough year and it gave me something to focus on. anyway I already bought y dress etc etc and then we went to pick it up together. After her and her Mom met with me and said that I have been replaced as the Maid of Honor, I"M actually relieved about this as the wedding is 10 days after my induction and on top of it I was worried about planning showers and parties while my pregnancy is so high risk and stressful. So I saw that as a positive and assuemed that I'd just be a bridesmaid. However, behind my back she had already picked out and asked another friernd to take my place in the wedding party. They insisted I was't REPLACED and said that they still want me in the wedding party if I could make it that day though there might now be room for me at the head table.
I really don't know what to think. I know they are doing it because my induction is so close and they are tying to do what's best for me and the baby so I"Om trying not to take it too personally, but I must admit i"m really really offended and do feel replaced.
The conversation ended with me still in the wedding party, but with the option of being involved only in the things I feel up to. And if I can't make it the day of at least the "other" girl will be there. But i"m still hurt!
Oh well, I guess once the baby is here I'll be so wrapped up in him that none of this will matter at all and I probbly won't want to leave my 10 day old premie that I have been waiting 4 years to hold to be in a wedding. But right now it really stinks!