Enough self pity already!
Saturday, February 18, 2012
I am not going to lie. I have had a reallllly bad week. Cracker Barrel Tuesday, Pizza Thursday, and Hershey Bar last night. I am officially 208 this morning. 3 pounds up from Tuesday's weigh in. I can NOT believe how self destructive I can become! All over a $18 discount at the gym! Yes, seeing the nutrionist every other month, and talking to the trainer once a month was cool, but come on, I am the one in control of my life not a insurance program! I know what I need to do! It is up to ME! And this chick, my friends, is not about to give up!
There are going to be trials in your life that are going to throw you for a loop. At that point you have to suck it up! You are stronger than you think! Those few minutes of pleasure that you might get from sticking a piece of candy in your mouth is not worth it.
So today I'm making a plan. A plan that is going to work. Why you ask? Because I'm going to make it work. The only person that is holding me back is me.
I AM going to get under 200 before my Birthday next month, because I said so!