Thursday, February 16, 2012
So yesterday was the worst day ever....well that might be stretching it a little, but not by far.
I was kicking butt at the gym, when the woman who does the insurance program I am in (that pays for half my membership) called me and said she is ending the program. I was frozen on the elliptical. I didn't know what to say....
I've only been in the 2 year program since November, but I really liked the accountability it gave me. I HAD to weigh in every month, I HAD to keep a food journal, I HAD to attend the gym at least 2 times a week.
Now what do I do???? Who do I answer to?? I was completely devastated. Although some may think this is dumb, I had adjusted to seeing these people every month.
I had to give myself a pep talk on the way home, to cheer myself up. The positive....
1. This summer I will not have to worry about being tied down at the gym. If I want to swim, or start walking outside again, I have this option.
2. I have kicked a$$ on my own before, I know I can continue.
So right now, that's what I'm going on lol.
Oh yeah to make things even better yesterday I dropped my phone and busted to crap out of my screen.