Thursday, February 16, 2012
or otherwise known as 126 days.... until June 21st : summer. This is my deadline. For losing all the weight I need and getting into perfect shape? hell no. That's a long way off. It's my deadline for the first phase. The first stretch of time where I'm going to remain accountable to myself to get this thing happening again.
I lost weight. I gained it back. I lost weight. I gained it back. I lost weight. Oh guess what...I've gained it back...and here I sit..with weight on my shoulders and everywhere else. Ready.
This is essentially day 1. Every day is day 1. Because all I have is today, I definitely don't have yesterday ( so anything that happened yesterday is unchangeable ) so all I have is today. and the carrot at the end of this phase being June 21st. Why? Who wants to be way too overweight and sweaty and missing out on life in the summertime.
If I can lose 10 pounds by then. 20 hopefully. 30 would be amazing. 40 would be ...ok you get the idea. Either way I honestly don't care about the number as long as there is progress and I'm feeling better than I am today. ( or well..yesterday...because today I feel better than yesterday :) )
I haven't weighed myself, I'm probably still at the same weight I was a couple weeks ago. I'll weigh myself tomorrow morning and check in.
Here we go....................