Tuesday, February 14, 2012
In the past year, I have shown myself a lot of love. I have made myself a priority and have started doing things for me. I go to the gym on a regular basis, I am eating better (although far from perfect) and I started back to school to finish my bachelors degree which is something I have always wanted to do.
I try to be there for my family, and show them love all the time, but sometimes I think I fail here. I feel I could do better here. Don't get me wrong, I am there for them, I drive them to activities, I listen to them, but I don't always feel like I interract with them enough. I think I spread myself too thin and I do try to find ways to spend time with them even though I am slammed.
As for friends, they know if they ever need to talk, etc. they can just call me. I am a GREAT listener. Unfortunately my friends tend to take advantage of that, and I have nobody left to talk to. This is hard. Sometimes it would be nice to just be about me. To have 1 conversation every so often where I could say everything I am going through.
So back to showing love. In a way, exercising and eating right is also giving back to my family because I know they want me to be around a really long time. It is also good for my girls to see healthy habits and hopefully pick some up themselves.
Guess thats it for now. Sorry this blog is so last minute! Hugs to all and Happy Valentines Day!