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Major Fail!!

Sunday, February 12, 2012

Right now, I do not know how I failed to miserably at being me. I was doing so good last year, made a lot of new friends on SP, kept up with challenges, was eating right, getting in fitness minutes every day....then....major fail. My life went topsy-turvey and I lost it motivation, my strength, basically I lost grips on myself. I let it all go. Thank goodness I only came out 5 pounds heavier than I was in November.

I have no idea what happened exactly, but I do know that I want it all back. I want "me" back. The girl who pushed hard and tracked her food, kept up with her SP friends, challenged herself and encouraged others.

I don't want to be a failure and let myself down anymore. I know this is the millionth time I have had to pick myself off, dust myself off, and start again, but I am going to try again. I have to, for my health, my wellbeing, and my happiness.

I ask that my SP friends out there bear with me while I get caught up. I have gone through my email, and I want to see where everyone is at, find out what's going on my teams, and get into the swing of things so I can find my lighter, healthier me, and the happy girl surrounded by SP friendship and encouragement. SP is one of the greatest blessings in my life.

I guess it is true, that blogging does make a person feel better. I have vented, had a pity party, identified the issues, realized what I wanted, said it out loud, and now I just have to kick it into gear!

I wish you all a prosperous year!
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    I've been there, so don't feel alone!! Struggles are part of our journey and you've already done the hardest part: getting back up and dusting off!! Keep up the good work and you will be rewarded!! :) Glad to see you back!!
    2232 days ago
    Great to have you back emoticon , emoticon emoticon
    2232 days ago
    You are NOT a failure and you did NOT fail. You just took a little step back. Nothing you can't fix! :) If you haven't given up, then you haven't failed...and you're clearly ready to get motivated again and get back to it! Good luck, and never forget that emoticon
    2232 days ago
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