Saturday, February 11, 2012
First off, I haven't lost any weight in a couple of weeks, but I feel really good. That in itself is amazing enough, but this week was my birthday and I had an opportunity to go out to eat (which I typically love to do), and I actually preferred to stayed home and try a recipe I saw online! That is unheard of!!! I think I am actually starting to prefer my own cooking, as long as it's easy and fairly healthy, to going out to my favorite restaurants. I would never think that was possible. I made a mediterranian type dish with chicken and olives that came out delish! I was so glad I stayed in.
Now tonight, I will go out to dinner with my family to celebrate my birthday, but the fantastic thing is that I'm not even that excited about the food. I know it will be good because this is one of my favorite places to eat, but I'm really only doing it for the company. I don't feel any anxiety about eating out, and I really feel like I will be in control. I feel really happy about it and that is not a word I have used for a very long time to describe myself.