Friday, February 10, 2012
I am two pounds away from 60 lbs lost. I get to put a star charm on my bracelet for every 20 lbs I lose! I'm trying to remember what it felt like to be in the 220s a few years ago - and I can't. Gaining weight back wiped out my memory of past successes, and just made me feel like a giant failure. This time, I'm never going back. I can't believe that this is really happening, even though I am so careful about what goes into my mouth, and I focus so hard on making each day count.
I just turned 35 on Wednesday - I spent the day sick in bed - but I feel good about 35. I think it's going to be a great year! FINALLY! Seriously, I deserve it. I don't feel like you can really say you deserve much, because life is what you make it.. but omg after the last few years.. I DESERVE IT! ;)
The one thing I'm totally slacking on is going to the gym. I really need to get my strength training started again, and I am obsessed with trying zumba!
I'm moving into a new apartment on Feb 25th and it's 6 minutes from the gym - a new gym to me. I'm excited for a fresh start, a new gym, a new apartment.. Things are looking up.