Friday, February 10, 2012
I am going to make myself do it, with or without the motivation. I now have a lifestyle coach that is going to call me once a week (up to 24x per year) to help keep me on track (through a work thing) and I am making myself enter the food in the tracker even though I dont want to see what I really am eating. Depression can kiss my booty. I don't have time or energy to be depressed, I have a life to live and I'm letting it slip away. In two years or more, I do want to move somewhere warm where I can be outdoors all year. I hate winters, and each year I hate them more. I used to love them, but now the cold literally hurts, and it's so hard to do things outside when walking is hard! But no more excuses. No more procrastinating. I need to do this before I have no choice.