Tuesday, February 07, 2012
So my husband and I have decided to push the pause button on our TTC efforts for now, after all the ups and downs I need a little break to focus on getting my body back in order, and more importantly, getting my relationship in order! Maybe you ladies aren't like me but I have a very hard time not obsessing- constantly charting and wondering and making myself miserable during the 2ww.
Also although Kyle always said he would "be very happy" if we were to get pregnant he was not what I would consider in an actively trying state of mind- he wasn't quite ready. It was an if an accident happens it happens, mode while I could hardly get my mind on anything else. So this should give us a little time to re-group and get excited about a ramped-up effort. The official date to recommence will be our wedding anniversary, that is July 3rd 2012, which gives me about 6 months which is perfect. Enough time to get my mind off of it, refocus, and set some priorities- but also not enough time to feel like it is never going to happen!
Honestly, I am excited. I really want him to be a little more on board, this experience has such highs and lows and would be so much better to be able to share them all with him.
In other news, I am doing WAY better with my exercising. This being sick took a lot out of me and just being able to get back in the swing of things over the last week or two has made all the difference.