Lion Hearted Girl

Thursday, February 02, 2012

This week has been good and going very quickly. Work has been super busy without Ally (the girl I work with, yes we're both Ally lol).
Wednesday I went to yoga, then work, then home to shred.
Today I went to work and came home for the shred.
been staying within my calories and feeling pretty good.
I know I'll cheat tomorrow because it's fat friday =-P

I have yoga in the morning, then work, then home for Date night.

Nothing too spectacular planned for the weekend. I'm hoping to at least run a mile saturday or sunday. I mentioned this to Dan (well, I've been saying it all week since we need to get running) and he kinda snapped at me saying that his weekends are precious to him. I cut him off there and said fine, if you want to come then come if not then you dont but I want to go for a run...

He's getting pissy at me because he says I change my interests so often and when Im into something Im REALLY REALLY into it... and that's true. But we signed up for this, it's paid for, and it's only 5 months away. Im not going to lie, Im a bit scared. Im scared I wont be able to finish it. Im scared that Im not strong enough. I'm scared that I dont have the stamina to do something of this magnitude. And maybe Im wrong. But if I were told I had to do this race tomorrow, I may pee myself.

I just wanna be prepared, I wanna give it my all...
I want to be a spartan =-(
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    Thanks ladies! You're all right. I'm just gonna keep doing my thing and understand that change is hard. I didn't really think of it that way.

    Thanks ladies emoticon
    2208 days ago
    There's nothing wrong with finding new interests and throwing yourself into them at full force, immersing yourself completely. That's how we learn what we like instead of tittering around with it. I think this is something some men just don't understand.

    Just continue to be true to yourself, regardless of what he wants. I'm right there with you... my partner is supportive, but we have some bad habits. I plan to spend some time this weekend on me, planning and thinking and writing, then I plan to share with him on Sunday to see what I can get him on board with.

    Best wishes to you, and have a great run this weekend!
    2208 days ago
  • ALLISON145
    I've had to give up dreams of even dragging anyone along with me on my journey, let alone thinking that they might come willingly. LOL. Trying to involve others only seems to end badly because they eventually don't want to and then feel guilty which comes out as anger or resentment. Pass! :-) Focus on what you need to do and let him find his own way. In other words instead of 'we need to run this weekend' say 'I'm planning to run Saturday if you'd like to go with me.' It's amazing what a difference that can make.

    2209 days ago
    I think you should just be clear that you're going to do this consistently..I think after a few times he'll probably respect you for it. Change is tough for some people emoticon .
    2209 days ago
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