Thursday, February 02, 2012
Seriously? Again? Gosh. I am so disappointed in myself. I was on my lunch break and needed to throw dinner in the crock pot which meant a lot of chopping veggies. So while I am chopping up veggies for my vegan dinner what do I do? I eat the rest of the jalapeņo cheese bread...a whole 1/4 of the round!! I dont even know how many Oreos I ate because I was just mindlessly eating them until they were gone. And one cupcake. I am so frustrated and so disappointed.
I have been doing good for so long, not seeing any results. When I was anorexic I lost weight so quickly! I know the slow road is much healthier for me, but I am so tempted to just stop eating...give up the healthy way and go back to how I used to lose weight.
I don't know what happened to my self control. I have all the self control in the world UNTIL I start eating...even healthy stuff.
I work out. I have done Turbo Fire, p90X, Insanity and Jazzercise. Nope. I stay within my calorie range. I eat my micronutrients. So frustrating.
But more than anything I am disappointed for today's slip up!