You see that number??? I broke down an bought a scale. I'm trying this new lifestyle change and that is the goal number...one day I will weigh 135.2...LOL.

Things have been going great the last few days...I don't know why I think it's so hard to eat healthy because I have SOOOOO much more energy, my body feels great, and my self esteem is boosted.

So, why do I think it would be better to eat junk food, be tired, and not feel great about myself...I don't know. I'm coming to terms now that it's not about the weight I lose and being discouraged, instead it's about making me feel good.

My new years resolution was to put me first. Being a mom of 2 and a wife to another sometimes you can get pushed to the wayside and make sacrifices like not getting a hair cut for a year, or go get a pedicure, or buy the make up you want, because you could pay bills with that. Well this year I'm not allowing myself to give excuses...I am going to take care of me!