Struggling... Need to reevaluate.
Sunday, January 29, 2012
Okay. I'm attempting not to be too hard on myself, but I'm extremely frustrated. I've always had a tendency (especially the last few years since college) of making plans, getting really pumped, and then quitting and/or changing my mind, sometimes before it's even begun. It happens a lot where my career is concerned, and right now it's to do with this journey I'm trying to embark on to slim down for good.
I think my biggest problem is not having enough patience. When I don't see results right away when I'm putting in what I feel is a lot of effort, I slowly begin to give up. It's already happening, and it needs to stop! Ugh!
From clutter around the house, clothes I no longer wear, body fat on my belly, hips, and thighs, and stress in general, I have a lot of excess that I need to address and rid myself of. I feel very bogged down and lost. I'm trying to utilize the site as much as I can to help myself, but I think I tried to take on too much too soon. Case in point: my accountability blog.
I think I need to take a few steps back, I'm just not quite sure where to start.