Monday, January 23, 2012
I've been asking myself this question for a few days. I'm in a minor depression, probably just a funk. And of course, my train of thought always drifts to my weight, and my lack of doing anything to change my weight. And my mind keeps coming back to this same question: Why should I bother?
I can read the benefits of exercising and eating right all day long, but until I can actually find a real motivator for me, I feel I will continue to not work out, or eat right. I've felt like this pretty much since I had my daughter. I was so motivated right before I had her, and now...nothing. Sure, I've worked out a few times, and felt great afterwards. But this Fall and Winter have been marred by allergy attacks that make me just want to lay in bed and do nothing. I am feeling so unmotivated right now and I don't see it getting better any time soon.
I just wish I could be comfortable in my own skin....