Saturday, January 21, 2012
I have never been homebound because of an ice storm but I have already missed 3 days of school days because of the ice storm. And it is suppost to get warmer today and then freeze again tonight. Hoping that Monday I can go back to work. My daughter is going through a seperation or divorce and she lives in the same town as I do, last night I went over to her house and her husband was there he has the children this weekend but because he has no where to live she said he could stay there and she would go somewhere else for the weekend but she got warned not to go outside because of the freezing rain and she had to stay at her house. He had knee surgery and can't work well he doesn't want to work he sells life insurance and he can work. He comes home with a new car and told her he pay will be getting it. I am sure it set her off. Anyway that is part of my not sticking to eating correctly, she is my middle child and I am very close to her she has 3 children and my other children live 15o miles away and their marriages are good and strong. Last night after leaving her house I witnessed 4 wrecks and one was bad someone was throw from the suv and I witnessed it. I came home at 10 miles an hour and ate and ate and when I had finished I had ate alot of things that I didn't need to. I myself have mental issues and I am bio-polar and had a very bad child hood and alot of the feelings came up last night. I can say that today I feel bad about what I ate but and now am aware of what not to do next time. I hope everyone has a wonderful day and that where ever you live at your day is going to be very bright love everyone so much for just letting me vent.