Tuesday, January 17, 2012
i never really told my story and why i am starting on this journey. I will be 2 years on april when i found i had an allergy to Gluten. I was at my highest weight of my life 298 pounds. I stuck with the new lifestyle and lost down to 250 from just changing my diet. I have been teetering around 250 for almost a year bouncing between 270-240. I am just sick of it. I was tired of excluding myself from everything b/c i hated the way i looked. I have always been a big girl and that has plagued me my whole life. I have always felt like a 2nd class citizen to the world.
In the fall i took a huge step for me and went to college. It had been 13 years for me since i was out of high school. Things happened at home and lets just say i was unhappy in marriage and i guess so was my husband and he found a new playmate nd i caught them in the act. That threw me for my worst loop of my life. It took me hitting below rock bottom (yes it does exsist) to realize i needed to start climbing out of the muck. I kept going to school and i started to realize that i needed a new start. I was the girl tired of makes excuses, lies, and not living life. What kind of example was i setting for my children. Before when things happened i had a hum drum att. I was sick of being walked on, made fun of, talked about, getting nasty looks. No more!!! This is my time to shine! I will make the rules for once. I had to shut off the naggy little voice in my head ...well not just shut off i had to kill it. Then i knew i had to keep this going. If i joined forces with people and made myself responsible every single day then in knew i could do this.
That is where i am right now. I am still pretty early in my battle. but, oh honey the war has just begun and i'm packing heat! I am ready to be the hot girl. I am ready to shop at a regular store. I am ready to show you what healthy and happy looks like. I am ready!!!!