Monday, January 16, 2012
i havent been tracking my points like i should-DAILY, but i seem to be making better choices. i have lost the last of the 4 lbs that i gained during the holidays and am back to my pre thankgiving weight of 209, so im ok with that. i know it didnt take me one year to gain all this weight..well, scratch that, i think i
DID gain all this weight super fast, but wnywho, i can lose it slowly and safely and keep if off forever. i can do this, for ME, this is my thing to be selfish about. i can be nice and obligitory in oth, r aspects of my life, but this is for ME. no one else has to carry my fat around, no one else can feel how my feet hurt cuz i weigh a lot and no one else gets as frustrated when i cant find a cute dress because im plus size, this has to be MY thing
I WILL be running by summer!!!!