Sunday, January 15, 2012
Well, I am making my first blog entry EVER. I have been sick with an upper respiratory cold/flu all week. I do not miss work unless it is bad and I went home early last Tuesday and missed all the rest of the week. I have been bored to tears and trying not to eat everything in sight.
I am incredibly frustrated because I seem to get sick as soon as I really get motivated and start working out regularly. I even got a walking partner and we managed to meet once before I got sick. This seems to happen every single time. I just feel like giving up. I didn't even get up until 5 this evening, what was the point? Feeling defeated and alone. Acknowledging the fact that I want to stuff these feelings down with food is the first step in a long journey.