Sunday, January 15, 2012
My New Year's resolution is here 15 days late---> I've decided to be a better SparkFriend.
Last year I reached a size I hadn't seen in 10 years and it couldn't have happened without all of you. Those tiny little notes, the pretty goodies and emails--every little encouragement spurred me on and I am so dam happy my cheeks hurt from smiling...
In the midst of this newfound happiness, I healed some old wounds, stopped pining over triple chocolate desserts, started loving working out 4-5 times a week and actually began to admire my body. There was a lot of selfishness going on but I deserved to enjoy me.
I'm over it!! I pooped out over the holidays and expected everything to fall into place on New Year's Day
----it didn't. I don't even feel like the person I re-discovered and I can feel the weight come back as I lie around passive....no more. Thank you all--old and new