Thursday, January 12, 2012
where do I even begin? the last several months have been soooooooo hard. I guess I will do the Cliff's Notes version...
In early September I discovered my husband of almost 15 years has been cheating on me for the last 5 years. Within 2 days my untreated depression landed me in the hospital for the next 5 days. I am now on medication and seeing a psychologist. I'm feeling better, but every day is a new day and sometimes still a real struggle.
My "husband" and I are separated but still living in the same house...sigh! After alot of arguing with each other we are finally in agreement that this is the best decision for us right now. In the spring I plan to go to school to become a medical assistant. Then after this school year is over for our daughter, her and I will be moving into our own place. I'm excited and scared all at the same time!
Needless to say in all this mess I fell off the get healthy, exercise and lose weight wagon. I'm doing my best to get back on track, but it's a challenge. HA! challenge? that's an understatement! I'm ready to get this part of my life back in order. Surprisingly I have only put on 10 lbs of what I lost so I am still down about 50 lbs.
So...here's to finding me!