Wednesday, January 11, 2012
Today has just not been fun. It's not been super bad, per se, but it's been long and stressful and just not fun. I fully admit and embrace that I just hit the "I don't care" point today and stopped worrying about wha tI was eating. I don't think it's been horrible, but I can guarantee that I'm over my max calories. But I'll live. And not getting home for the evening until almost 7 pm, and having to feed the child (we stopped at Chick-Fil-A - not the best) and then get her homework done and get her down and deal with a few things from school - I was lucky to get my bootcamp workout done. Cardio just didn't happen, and won't. I'm way too tired. Not the best answer, but it's what I've got right now. Tomorrow will be better. Right?
The worst? Finally getting my little one to talk to me about school, and finding out that since she's moved to this school, she doesn't really have any friends. She spends most of her recesses alone, and even her cousin (my nephew), who she's really close to outside of school, doesn't talk to her much. I don't expect him to be with her all of the time, but I don't expect him to run away from her, either. It just breaks my heart and makes me cry. I just hope things get better for her. I can't stand the thought that she's lonely at school.