Wednesday, January 11, 2012
So, yesterday was my first bad day this year. I've seemed to have entered my excessive tiredness mode. I'm tired and could sleep all day...literally. My muscle pain has flared up and has caused me to be a bit unstable when I walk and stand. On top of that, tonight is my first show in front of a really audience.
I've surprised myself at not being afraid of doing this part. Normally, I'd feel terrified, but I haven't. I've been excited and looking forward to tonight. But now with being unstable and the threat of dizziness, I'm a bit worried. I'm pretty positive I'll be ok...but I want to be better than ok, I want to be thrilled and excited.
Oh well, I'll be fine either way. I'm taking some free Christian courses online, and the one keeps reminding me that no matter what, my greatest passion and desire should be a deep relationship with Him. That's where I am trying to focus this year.