Oh my I've gone crazy or maybe I am the most sane I have been in a long time, either way I am a big ball of nerves today. I don't know if this is a good thing or a bad thing that I feel so excited and unsure all at once. I can equate how I am feeling to the day I found out I was pregnant! Ecstatic, exactly what I wanted and had been working for, something I knew I could do and do it well... I was also overwhelmed, terrified at what I was getting into and how my life was going to change forever. Yep sums up how I am feeling right now!
I've signed up for an online 2012 body transformation contest with bodybuildingdotcom so I've pretty much rededicated myself to a HUGE resolution 2012. Its one thing to plan to someday take your fitness to the next level but its another story to actually be in the thick of it. The next 12 weeks, starting today will be the most hard core kick ass or fall on my face workouts that I have ever had. I have over $100 of vitamins and supplements sitting in front of me and just having them there makes me nervous. I am currently indulging in my very first ever whey protein shake, its amazing btw. My nutrition is Eat Clean with little to no wiggle room for cheats. I know I can do this, right now, I just dont know if I am going to like it. In 12 weeks I am sure I WILL LOVE THE RESULTS but right now I am still in omg I am going at this, me, Siena Lyn- Im nuts!
When Signing up for this endevour I was asked to
a. dedicate myself.
b. Post before pics.
c. Write a reason why now is my time for transformation?
Here is my before pics:
I am proud of my progress, I am slightly not liking these pics though and desire more progress.... which is what this competition is all about!
Here is what I wrote:
2010/2011 were my years to take control of my health, this resulted in transforming my body from overweight(210) to healthy(155). That's a 55 lbs loss to my 5'7 frame. I am healthier, happier, and stronger both mentally and physically with a new goal on my mind and in my heart- to reach my genetic potential. Now is my time, 2012 is my year to take my heath and fitness to the next level. To transform my body from healthy to fit.
I am ready or I would not have signed up, 12 weeks from now will show how dedicated I have been and just how badly I want this healthy to fit transformation. I have 12 weeks to prove it!
If you have time to read this, you have time for 5 push ups, seriously.