A Year Later & Nothing on My Profile is Relevant
Wednesday, January 04, 2012
I've been gone from Sparkpeople for a good year. Whenever I become hooked on SP I do lose weight so I'm not sure what my problem was.
I just looked at my page and EVERYTHING is different!
I used to see the other half of my blended family only on weekends and holidays. Now, after seven years, we have moved in together *insert panicked scream*. I am about to be 42 and have never really lived with a man before lol There is a LOT to adjust to and a lot of compromise going on daily. *his disgusting food choices area whole other blog entry*
I jumped back on here just after Christmas at 197lbs. Today about a week later I have lost 3 pounds WHOOOT!
I no longer want to move my stomach like Ciara lol BUT I do want to see everything I need to see on myself when I look down LOL
I no longer own my childcare business of ten years. For the first time in over ten years I now have a boss. Very stressful to not be able to just do what I see needs to be done and even more stressful to not be paid on time. *again, a separate blog post I suppose*
I got an Xbox Kinect, Zumba and Just Dance 3 game for the holidays so now it's just a matter of getting 5 men out of my way so I can actually do them. They are FUN!!! And sooo worth it for me to irritate them and kick them off the TV so I can get on. Finding a healthy level of selfishness is something I need to work on.
Well, I'm not great at blogging..I don't really get the format and feel like I'm rambling. If someone has helpful hints I am excited to read them!
Here's to not allowing depression, stress, or life changes being the reason for my gaining weight. I used SP to lose 53 pounds before (I have gained most of it back now while being away from SP) and I know that I can do this again and I believe I know better now how to keep it off....by communicating and reaching out to friends and SP for support!