Tuesday, January 03, 2012
I feel like the battle with my body is like the title of this post. I feel like I am paddling upstream against the rapids....I really don't understand why I have so much trouble getting to and staying at a healthy weight. Right now I am the heaviest I have my whole life and that is disconcerting considering how many times I have 'started over'. It is pretty simple, really. I like to eat and I don't like to exercise. I don't feel that I overeat....but I do know that I under-exercise. It bugs me that I see others who can go through their days/lives and just live without having to be constantly concerned about their weight. But, right now, I feel like total crud and need to do something about it. Not sure how I am going to stay on track with the exercise, but I have to try.