Tuesday, January 03, 2012
went a little better, although now I ended up not eating enough. Having those eggs for breakfast an lunch did help me stay full longer. Apart from that I didn't get much else done, though. As of now I want to start my day with one of those self hypnosis tapes to improve you will power. Unfortunately it already takes a lot of will power to just get on with it and listen to the tape already! I got up a little earlier than yesterday, and it's already past 11.30 and besides having breakfast and wasting time on the internet, I haven done anything yet. I really need to get some sort of structure in place. Well, I actually did do the 'swish and swipe' and I made the bed. Not much, but remember: babysteps.
I had a really bad nightmare this morning as well. I was back in school and I really couldn't keep it together and neither could the teacher, resulting in complete chaos in the class room. Maybe I should check out what that means.