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Day 275 - 100 pounds gone FOREVER!!! (with pictures)

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Sunday, January 01, 2012

Although this last month has been tough with being okay with my weight loss so far and struggling to want to eat what I want to eat when I want to eat it with God and because of God I've made it to 100 pounds lost!!!

I am now at a fabulous 180.6 pounds! I was starting to be okay with my weight loss so far, but no I will never be okay with eating unhealthy every other day and making excuses for my behaviors. But no a mediocre life, a half hearted attempt and being healthy is not okay for me! I want to see 150 or 140! I want to live EVERY day in obedience to God and always make the next right decision, I know I won't be perfect in this life but I want to work closer and closer to it!

I've only managed to get a streak of 3 days of God honoring days but I'm making progress!

this is the 280 pound girl who was trapped by her past, couldn't escape the desperate need for more and more food! The girl who hated herself and everyone who made her that way.

this is the girl who hated being seen with her sister. This is the girl who never looked forward to the holidays because she was the biggest one there, the girl who ate and ate to feel some kind of comfort at Thanksgiving and Christmas. But only felt worse after her third helping.

this is the girl who never wanted her husband to see her naked, who never excepted a compliment of "your beautiful" or "who's my sexy woman" the answer was always yeah whatever or not me.

With God, all things are possible Matthew 19:26
I know He who began a good work in you will complete it Philippians 1:6

This is the girl who felt amazing at Christmas! The girl who finally wasn't the fattest in the room!!!
This is the girl who can just have a conversation with her sister and enjoy being siblings, enjoy her company.
I no longer hate myself, or sleep all day so I didn't have to spend any time with myself.
Like I said I'm no where near perfect but 100 pounds isn't bad! :D

Member Comments About This Blog Post:
MRSBLAK27 4/6/2012 12:41PM

  this is sooooooo inspirational, you have no ideal

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SANDIE4HLTH 2/3/2012 2:04PM

    This blog brought tears to my eyes: while I was reading your "this is the girl who" before paragraphs I felt so sad for you; then when I got to the "this is the girl who" after paragraph they were tears of happiness. I was so touched...

emoticon GREAT JOB! And keep on loving who you are -- always!

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SHFELKEY 2/1/2012 9:27AM

    Congratulations! You look amazing and deserve to be happy and PROUD of yourself! emoticon

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DAREDEVILME 1/28/2012 3:45PM

    Way to go!! You are a true inspiration....I'm so proud of you and what you've accomplished!!

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ANGELEYES67J 1/16/2012 7:04PM

    You look amazing. Congratulations!!!

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AML05030 1/13/2012 3:19PM

    Look at them cheek bones! You are so adorable! Congrats girl!

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CATHILE 1/12/2012 5:13PM

    Whoo hoo! You go Girl!


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EMFREEMAN 1/12/2012 9:42AM

    emoticon You look great!

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DIVASPARK 1/11/2012 10:55PM


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FITFABJENN 1/11/2012 8:14PM

    100 pounds is terrific! Congrats!!!

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THYCKDIVA 1/11/2012 5:51PM

    Beautiful absolutely beautiful!! emoticon emoticon

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PLD519 1/11/2012 6:20AM

    I can so relate! You look SPARKTACULAR, thank you for sharing and inspiration!

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FIZZYBALL 1/10/2012 3:38PM

    emoticon you look fantastic. Congrats on this phenomenal milestone!!!

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HARLOW10 1/6/2012 5:39PM

    emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon

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NSPIREME 1/6/2012 2:28PM

    Beautiful transformation! Great job.

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CHANGING_LIFE 1/6/2012 2:09PM


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SWAYDE 1/6/2012 1:55PM

    Way to go, you look great! God bless you =)

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    You are sooooo beautiful! Way to go! Thanks for inspiring all of us to believe this is possible for us too.

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GABENSEBSMOM 1/6/2012 1:29PM

    You look beautiful! Congratulations on your success!

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TRAVELGRRL 1/6/2012 1:05PM

    No, 100 pounds is NOT bad! It's great to hear the self-acceptance in your words -- loving yourself is a huge gift to your husband and child!

I am so happy for your -- heartfelt congratulations!!

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SHERR513 1/6/2012 12:53PM

    Great job! emoticon

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THESHELBSTER 1/6/2012 12:42PM

    You look stunning. What an inspiration you are to us all. Congrats. Praise God. I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.

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VICKYMARIEC 1/6/2012 12:38PM

    You look amazing!

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LOTUSFLOWER 1/6/2012 12:10PM

    Oh my, you could be telling my story! I love this blog! Love that you are DGOTD so that I got directed to your page! You are an amazing awesome woman of God! Congrats on all of your success, and I think it's awesome to focus on honoring Him. That's my New Year resolution, to spend time each day with God, no matter how busy I am.

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C-JONESY 1/6/2012 11:09AM

    Congratulations on all your progress! You are an inspiration.

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KAKAKALI4 1/6/2012 9:14AM

    WooHoo ... You look amazing! Congrats on reaching 100 lbs lost ..and I am sure - you will be able to do all things through Christ!

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MOLLYSARAN 1/6/2012 8:57AM

    Congratulations emoticon

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    Great post - I can completely identify with all of it! Congrats on your weight loss, and keep up the good work!

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SAMMYDIZZLE81 1/6/2012 1:26AM

    You are a huge inspiration to me! Congrats

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EJOY-EVELYN 1/5/2012 9:13AM

    What a great way to ring in the Christmas and New Year. I'm so glad that your faith journey has been such a key eleent, as I believe it was for for this reason, this weight losss will be one to stay off. My best to you as you continue honoring God with these new and wonderful goals.

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PALOMARES05 1/4/2012 1:44PM

    Wonderfully stated!!! Congratulations on your success!!! You are right, with God, ALL things are possible

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TMP2011 1/4/2012 10:54AM

    You are such an inspiration! Thank you for sharing the photos, seeing Before and Afters makes me realize that I really can lose weight. Big *hugs* and congratulations! emoticon

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POOKASLUAGH 1/4/2012 9:28AM

    Congrats on all your progress!

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ITS_ABOUT_ME 1/4/2012 8:33AM

    Great Job!!

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TRACYZABELLE 1/4/2012 1:45AM

    You look beautiful momma!!

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CEEG-ERRIFIC 1/3/2012 11:45PM

Love the new you in both spirit and health!

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ALLYSSEA 1/3/2012 11:45PM

    Congratulations on such a WONDERFUL accomplishment. You are so amazing and look at the beautiful underneath, hiding! :D

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You look amazing and you are definitely an inspiration!!! Thank you for sharing!

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CRYSTAL_WABBIT 1/3/2012 11:43PM

    OMG!! This is so inspiring!! I felt that way every year...after year..and i woke up about a month ago really...and said..."Im DONE with being the FAT GIRL!!!" and feeling fat and not beautiful. I hate for my hunny to see me without clothes and him say..your so beautiful...i know he honestly doesnt think that but wants me to feel good about myself. I am on a mission and thank you for sharing your story!!! You and others who have done it are the reason i want to SPARK everyday! because it is POSSIBLE!! emoticon

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CRYSTALDANCER 1/2/2012 10:16AM

    I am so proud of you! You are beautiful inside and out! Thanks for sharing. :)

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CHICAT63 1/2/2012 9:25AM

    Congratulations on your achievements of 2011 ! You are looking FABULOUS, you are rocking this journey. 2012 is yours for the taking.

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MJ7DM33 1/1/2012 10:39PM

  emoticon emoticon Keep up the good work !!!!!!

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ATLHOTTIE 1/1/2012 10:32PM

    Well done! Have a great 2012!


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LOVECARTIER 1/1/2012 10:30PM

    Awwwwww! I can't wait until I reach that 100lb lost mark. You look really nice

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YOLINDANNE 1/1/2012 10:20PM

    Good for you! Inspiring.

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FITBY40-2015 1/1/2012 10:20PM

    love it!!! you are beautiful!!! emoticon

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