Sunday, January 01, 2012
Well, it is a new year and a new month! Time to get my butt in gear! I have not done much since getting sick in September and have been sick a few times since. Seems it is a lot harder to get started again then it is to just quit and give up BUT here I am and I am not giving up. I have not gained much back since stopping so I am not lost or hopeless...today starts a new journey to losing weight and quitting smoking! This is my year...I will graduate college this year, lose the weight that holds me back, quit smoking and make a whole new me come of this broken shattered shell that I live in! I am worth it and I am not going to let anything hold me back...if I fall, I fall but I will not stay down! I have more then enough motivation to do this...My Family and my health are all that I need...but then there is my sanity, my confidence, my career, my goals, my Life!! This is my time!!!